Sunday, September 25, 2005

Relationships

Why do I suck at relationships? Every time I like a man, they run. Is it me? I know that I am not pretty or gorgeous. I consider myself plain. The only men that I tend to get is divorcees' and men who are married. I don't like that. Why can't I find a single man who can be patient with me and not run. Every time I give a co-worker my email address and phone number, they don't email me or they don't call. I am ready to give up. All of my life, I wanted someone to love me. Every time I look at someone, they run. Why doesn't God help me on this? Or they would talk to me and someone else will take their attention from me. Or someone will not ask me out. I hate it when a person said, oh, I want to do what you want to do and half the time, I don't know what to do. Maybe it is me. Or if I like a guy, said, hmmm, like Troy (not his real name), another girl snatch him up. That person blew his chance at me. But, I wonder at his behavior at times, though. There are days that he will talk to me or not talk to me. Troy is average looking man at work. I don't go by looks, only personality. He will talk to me, only to complain, but when I talk to other men at work, like, say Dennis (again, not his real name), he would look at me and I wonder why doesn't he ask me out? Oh well. Dennis came to me while I was working. Now, I realized that he wants to talk to me. He is very sweet and I like him. He is another that won't email me, so I am giving up on those two.

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